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Originally Posted by Amyjay
I am sorry you are so triggered by someones words. Anyone on the internet can profess to be an expert on anything, but in real life they could be anyone at all. That is the nature of the internet. It is wise to use your own judgment about what people post and if it doesn't ring true with what other experts say all over the world then it probably isn't. People can say anything they want even when it is hurtful. Even when it is harmful. Even when those words don't ring true. Nobodys words can discount your reality. Take care.
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One's doctor said something very similar.
One feels as though it is not accepted as one who suffers from DID or any similar condition. One feels judged and invalidated.
One feels that one's self perception is considered to be false and the individual who made the statements against ones self perception has done so before, openly instead of messaging one and trying to offer some form of help.
One believes that the individual derrives pleasure from persecuting one and deliberately seeks to do damage.
One had trouble remembering one's previous post until rereading it and memories were slowly identified as valid information. This has never happened before. It is interesting yet confusing. One's system has been hurt and stunned by this and is percieved as an attack. One of one's states has wept in anger over this. Another is disgusted with humanity and feeling much hate.
If one's system does not exist then, one must also not exist and it is all a dream or someone's fantasy. If one and one's system does not exist than nothing exists. Just an endless nightmare from which there is no escape.