Something that I've noticed, which I find rather odd, is that I have found myself unable to cry. Even in my darkest moments at the bottom of my mental pit, I seem to be unable to produce tears and merely weep. I wish that I could cry, merely to feel the relief afterward, but it has shown to be impossible. I have no release. Does anybody else experience this? If so, how do you manage it? I am not on any medications and have never been previously. In fact, nobody knows of my depressive tenancies IRL. Don't ask why and don't tell me to see a doctor and all of that crap. I know already. I just have a simple question.
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