My therapist is well and back again.. so i will be seeing her monday

So much has happened feel like im not gona have enough time with her to get it all out...

Ive been Feeling so confused and out of it and having so much come to the surface and melt away to the void again

I just dont know where to begin... i just want some memory and focus to be attainable.. so i can work without forgetting all my orders and be able to be efficient instead of getting in the way and feeling horrible because i forgot what i was to be doing that i was told to do 5 seconds prior...

If it doesnt improve ill have to quit the job because its too much and too triggering this way, sigh

Think i might need to visit the hospital 🙁