I do this thing where right as I'm drifting into sleep something explodes in my chest and I'm suddenly jerked, bolt upright in bed, panting. It's like my muscles were jolted with electricity and it scares the hell out of me every single time it happens (which is multiple times per week).
My conclusion: I carry so much tension in my muscles that as I relax they sort of spasm and jerk, thus causing my heart exploding sensation.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/
Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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