Thanks all. I think it's my weight but i was fat with my daughter just a bit heavier now. Got gestestial diabetes, now I'm sure i would end up with diabetes. Both parents had it, it comes eventually.

The meds say i can get pregnant but not recommended for third trimester or breastfeeding which i like to do collysrum but don't generally last breastfeeding anyway. So i wonder if i can quit meds for a while and still be ok or if i would need to continue them and put baby at risk. Generally say will cry alot if meds used.

I don't ever want to quit meds. I fear hearing voices.