Welcome to PC. Like others said we cannot diagnose you. Although, I understand your need to hear others’ experiences and see if you can relate.
May be you want to consider reading other members’ posts to see if there are any commonalities with your experiences?
I was suspecting that I had Bipolar depression (v. Unipolar depression), so I spent a lot of time reading others’ experiences. It became easier to identify my own symptoms after I was exposed to the knowledge shared on PC.
As others mentioned above, it is important and necessary that you see a doctor as soon as possible.
While I used the information I gathered on this website I also found a new doctor to discuss my own suspicions and symptoms. And, my suspicions were correct as I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar depression.
In summary, while I relied on the valuable information on this website, I also found a doctor to discuss my symptoms and struggles.