plus my obgyn said that since ive never had a kid, there is a higher chance of my uterus expelling it overnight while im sleeping or something.

im just kind of scared that, if this is my body while on birth control, what the hell will happen when im off?! will my acne get even worse? will i be even pissier? will i have even more cramps? because supposedly, this is helping me?

i called my doctor and left a voicemail at the nurses station and no one ever called me back. im supposed to start a new pack on friday and i don't think i will. then if next month my body goes nuts ill go back on it. this is seriously rediculous!

thanks for everyone's concern.