Dear T1,

Does it bothers you that I talk so much about T2? It's just that what happened with her still hurts me. I'm still not over it. I wrote to you that I actually want her as my T. I like you more, you're a better T, how you are in the T-client relationship fits me better, You are open, honest. But I still miss T2. Is this why you haven't replied to my email? I feel a but guilty. You are so good to me, but I still want that lying ***** as T. I'm so messed up.

I feel so lonely. I've lost my trust in T's.