I hear ya doll! not a day goes by that I don’t contemplate about whether my mother was abducted by aliens. Or I was switched at birth in the hospital.

The human journey can be a lonely one at times. We each have our own path to walk. I frequently feel like I don’t “fit in.” Maybe I don’t? Now that that I’m in my 60s I’ve kind of given up and accepted that fact that, yeah, I’m unique. There’s no one like me. But there no one like anyone else either.

If it’s troubling you maybe try therapy? (Disclaimer: im not a Doctor) I am going to mention that maybe you are mildly depressed. When I’m feeling really estranged from other people and feeling weird or lonely...it’s usually because I’m going through the depression phase of my bipolar disorder. I try to remind myself that these feelings are a symptom and not “reality.” That helps me...it may not help you. But I’m sure you can find something to works for you if you keep trying.