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aww hun I still don't think you are harsh...except maybe on yourself. Try not to be so hard...you are a great person and I think a lot of you.
I feel bad about your childhood....at least you had a small amount of time - 9 months isn't much though I agree. {{{{{{{{Fuzzybear}}}}}}}}}
I lost my Dad when I was 18 and am still dealing with that 18 years later...I just lost my Mom last Christmas too and am dealing with that as well. It is a never ending game this thing called life isn't it?
You are in my thoughts hun.

Heather