My cannabis quit seems to have gone out the window. I am very stressed living with my son. He still has his suitcases in the entry way with the clothes half pulled out. Every day I ask him to take them up to his room but then he says he is too busy but all he does is play video games almost the whole day and then maybe works on job applications or something else for another hour. I am so stressed that I've got constant neck and shoulder pain from tension. Am going to get a massage but unfortunately my usual massage therapist isn't available for awhile and I don't want to switch to another one. I feel trapped. I want him to get out and get a job. He was turned down for the job he interviewed for. They said his deliverable project was very good but they hired someone with a different skill set. My son doesn't realize that maybe his skill set that is lacking is having a pleasant personality. I came home and said I was hungry and asked him when he wanted to go out and eat. He said an hour or two so I thought I would wait and not snack. It has been 4 hours and now he is yelling at me that it is too early to eat dinner. I've lost my appetite.
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BP 1 with psychotic features
50 mg Lyrica
50 mcg Synthroid
2.5 mg olanzapine
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