Hello 3l14n3: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral!

May I suggest you introduce yourself over on our New Members Introductions forum? Here's a link:
https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/
Since you're 14, one forum here on PC that may be of interest would be the Teens' Lounge.
https://forums.psychcentral.com/teens-lounge/
I'm sorry I don't have any particular suggestions for you here. Hopefully other members, here on PC, will have some experiences & suggestions they can offer. My best wishes to you...