So the reason I knew I was definitely bipolar was because I had to leave college and couldn't function the way other students were functioning. I was left with over 10,000 dollars in student loans and felt hopeless. You cannot get rid of these through bankruptcy and could only get a discharge if you were deemed to have a "permanent disability." So the interest piled up.

But God did something.

My Grandma died in a tragic car accident and my family got some insurance money because of it all, enough to pay off my loans. So they were soon paid off.

My question is..is it normal to feel guilty because I only got the money from my Grandma's death? She had to die to pay off my mistakes.

My mom says that God is showing me that he is forgiving my sins, but I still feel guilty. Would you feel guilty?