The hardest topic for me has always been the relationship with my parents. It was the most difficult going into therapy and will be the most difficult leaving therapy. I am dealing with it now. Body contortions still happen in session when parents and childhood traumas come up. I was surprised when it happened last week. My life and how my parents fit into me completing the puzzle is a struggle. The five year old has turned her back to them and is holding out, and I am stuck for the moment. I hope I can get unstuck in a timely manner.