Relationships. Specifically how much I yearn for attention/affection/connection. I can sort of talk about it in the abstract, but getting into specifics like with specific people including/especially her? I just want to melt into the couch.

I don't bring up self harm unless she asks. SUI, oddly, is easier to talk about than SH.

The hardest part of therapy, for me, is staying with my emotions and not retreating to intellectual/academic analysis. Emoting in someone else's presence (who is not a canine) is very hard for me.