I don't know why but I keep on having memories of having *** with my little brother . I used to do bad things when I was little, but I guess I didn't know any better and have changed since then. However, I don't think I did it bc I realize it was inappropriate. I don't remember clearly, but when he woke up, he was playing games and doing activities .Meanwhile, I was sitting there feeling depressed and dwelling on why I almost did that to my little brother. Now, many years has passed and I keep thinking that I had *** with my little brother. I don't know if it 's real or not, and the memories keep popping in my head. It's so distracting, and I can't focus on my school work. I feel like my future is going to crumble down if I did do this to my little brother, and that people will look at me with disgust and hatred. I don't know what to do. Should I move on from this and focus on my future or let this memory that I don't know if it's real or not tear me down? (I feel like I should punish myself if I did do this to my little brother).
What should I do?