I'm so sorry Christopher. I'm glad to hear you have good family support. That is so important. I understand the 'empty' feeling. Do make a T appointment. This will take some time. There is no rush, let your mind and body have time to heal. Keep in good touch with your doctor too. Sometimes sleeping 12 hours is needed. Do not feel bad about SSDI, and do not rush into working again. You are not alone and that you are seeking support is a great thing.