Fluff....I haven't been on much lately for several reasons. But, I am so glad I checked in this evening cause your post made me feel so good and so full of hope. Your "experience" just radiates thru the airwaves and gives me a sense of the possibilities of therapy.

I wish I had an answer for ANYTHING, but I know the desire to replicate a wonderful experience is universal. My advice is to embrace it, replay it and put your feelings about it in a safe place. Many times after something wonderful has blown me away, I forget to savor and hold on to the experience cause I'm so caught up in wondering if it could ever happen again. Magic is magic. "Right time, right place etc." I hope you have hundreds more experiences like this one. But now you know the possibility exists to feel the way you have felt. Nobody can take that away from you....EVER!!

much love to you tulips