My life is a total mess. I split up with my wife 2yrs ago and have been trying to get back on track eva since, the only problem is that when something finally goes right it neva lasts... It seems pointless even trying now. I am thinking to myself WHY BOTHER AT ALL?? I have struggled all my life to stay on this planet and i still dont know why because all it eva does is treat me like SH~~:bang-head:.. I just dont know what to do anymore i feel like screaming, crying curling up in a ball neva to b seen again,running away, leaving this place.......... <wish i was there... Dont suppose any1 really gives a sh~# sorry for boring you all and wasting your time reading my rant.