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Originally Posted by frustlandlady
I had a a tone of activities and I could find many more to join groups. But the fact is that I don't like modern - Hollywood style lifestyle that most people follow nowdays. So even though I can be with people, I would still not fit in.
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That is why I never fit in when I lived 54 years un Los Angeles county. Now I live in a small town of 8000. My activities are working with rescued horses in local abuse cases, helping with 4-H Trail riding, volunteer work at the horse park on the fliral decoration crew for their huge horse shows. Also lead Bible study group, go trail riding myself....& heaven knows, keeping my farm going by myself is a full time job.
I am total country & loving it beyond what I ever thought. Everyone is so down to earth & there is almost no one I can't connect with now. It is an amazing feel. Something I always craved but never could find or experience in the big city. I was meant to be a country person & sensed it from about the age of 5. Just couldn't do anything about it until I was 54 given the choices I made with career & marriage. Nice to have finally found my freedom