I managed to calm down in the end. I got really triggered by something on tv. I hate how quickly I can go from being relatively ok to feeling like I absolutely have to end my life. It’s so incredibly hard in those moments to see how I can ever be ok again.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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