I do not have any real life friends.

I used to have online friends, one from here that lasted 5 yrs but just vanished one day.

I do talk to people more online bec it’s easier for me, but it’s also very easy for people to walk away when their online. Especially here. Several people I used to talk to a lot that just disappeared. No idea what happened to them. So I figure they moved on, died or lost internet connection, whatever it is they didn’t value the friendship as much as I did & the connection was not important to them obviously.

So I put myself out there less & less. I’m not an idiot & I don’t enjoy being “ghosted.” And I’m getting very used to being alone.