Have you been through any counseling to deal with all of the pain and hurt and emotions that came along when you went through that horrible situation? I've never been in your position, but I want to encourage you to overcome all of this. It will take time I am sure, but it's awesome that your partner is definitely by your side, not pushing you. I don't have any sound advice that will automatically help since we are all different and we all cope differently. I would say to take it slow and try not get frustrated because you have been through such a trauma. It will take time, how much, I don't know, but keep your spirits up and take care of yourself.

Heartbroken