Ugh, that was a painful but productive session. I said a few things that I wish I had elaborated on. I am not vain in wanting to lose weight, I more wanted to make that person feel the way I felt before. I am fully aware of how men are made, but this is done with an I don't care/laissez fare/**** you/look what I can do and you can't do a thing about it type of attitude. It sickens me.

I have no choice but to keep on moving forward. I'm just so tired.