I hope the best for you. It is a bad situation to be in with no pdoc available. As an aside, my friends father abused ambien. He started hallucinating. I think this was due to his chronic use of the med for every day which spanned a couple years. Still, this happened to him.

Here is an interesting link to ambien use and abuse:

https://drugabuse.com/library/ambien...-drug-to-abuse