It's weird. I wont swallow pills but this on is small enough for me to swallow. I really wouldn't even think about taking it if it was bigger. Hell I'm on disolvable meds because I can't/wont swallow pills daily. I don't drink, don't normally swallow pills. It's just weird.

Bizi I read the whole article. It's really odd that a pdoc would give me something I could OD on, especially something so small. I was in an episode and wasn't sleeping regularly. I'm going to bring it with me but try not to use it.

I don't know what I want to do. I was planing with new pdoc to try and convince him/her to lower my meds until I'm med free. I'm fine with where my meds are now but I have no personality, unless ***** is a personality. I hate that I can look fine but be a complete mess. Therapy doesn't help, it use to but I've had bad luck with therapists since I moved 3.5 yrs ago.

Last night we were talking about how my logic jumps around and when I jump around to much they up my meds. I'm sorry if I'm jumping around it's hard for me not to.