Do you ever get damned sick and tired of waiting? #*$(j@“

We all hear the “hang in there! This will pass” when we’re going through a depression or manic phase. It’s true but I HATE it!!!!

I feel like I’m wasting my life sitting around waiting for something to pass.

I’ve accepted the fact that I’m in my 60s now. I’m probably not going to win a Nobel Prize or invent a cure for cancer. I just wish I could feel a little more....I don’t know....useful? Relevant? Making any kind of contribution to the World?

I have horrible things happen in my life. Yeah, but I have wonderful people in my life who love me and care about me.

Does that help? NOPE! I just sit here like a bump on a log. Waiting....