B B 68 >>> First off (((((((((( Hugs ))))))))) OH ((((((((((( BIGGER HUG )))))))))))).... Now Is your time to Fix you first and let that ,,, in time ,,, rub off on Your children .

B B 68 >>>>>>>>. You have dealt with a major bunches ,, But you have kept it together and have children to get to know as they are and LOve for all you are worth ,,,,, And Your Value to them is that you be there for them at times of troubles as they see and / or Feel .You have experience beyond the norm of most >>> But Not out of the norm as to this Place P / C ....

You Will Find a lot of support here ,, and Hopefully ,,, Your healing will find a place for your children to see and get involved as a Family ,,,, Take Good Care of YOURSELF and maybe the rest ,, with patience on alls parts will fall into place .