It never botheted me. I was quirt becsuse I dodn't want to open my mouth & sound stupid like my dad & I must have felt too stressed to even think on the fly like some other kids in school....so kept quiet & it didn't bother me when people said something.

The strange thing for me is that I left the stressful life I had married into right after living all my young life in a stressful environment I started speaking out & I could all of a sudden respond on the fly. I am wondering just how much of me was really surpressed all my life