My pdoc said to see her again in three months and gave me 90-day supply scripts. My T wants me to keep up with two weeks but I'm better with three and I just keep notes. He did say that I appeared to be doing the "normal" things and that I was handling life really well. It seems he and I don't go super-deep into the problems the last two times, but I think maybe we should. I'll consider that and put it on the notes.
I'm not dating but I desperately want to date the same woman I've liked since I met her last year. It might happen. It might not, but if I'm left to wonder for too long, I may indeed wander off. O can become an A really easily when I'm not committed to someone. I've had other offers and have been directly offered, but wasn't interested in those women. Still am not.
I found out that someone I thought was a friend in the past wasn't ever, by examining things that happened and how it all served him. This is why I'm not friends with many guys, even loosely.
Anyway, just updating and if someone sees something in here that could lead to a happier me, I'll read your advice on it.
As an aside, and certainly could be part of this thread, I am very upset over Harry Anderson's death. He was my therapy for the duration of Night Court. He taught me that everyone deserves dignity and respect and you shouldn't have to earn it, and it's ok to laugh at our differences, we're all silly