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Old Apr 18, 2018, 11:23 AM
Anonymous48690
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Oh yaaa. It depends on the alter, sometimes I can tell who’s taking over. For instance, the Angry One starts as a fiery stirring in the pit of my stomach that grows until he explodes out like a volcano up through the mouth. It happens so fast that all I can do is watch what’s happening. Pretty weird to have no control of the voice, mouth, the fiery anger...it’s horrific and I can’t stop it till he’s done and fades away. It leaves you feeling like wtf just happened. Very horrific and have to do damage control. Nobody gets it.

When Bobbie (our female sexual alter) takes over, it’s like I did a big line of cocaine and she eases in all sensual feeling...then she becomes.

I also get eye flickers, body shake and jerks, spasms, some start wiggling fingers and toes and then arms and legs like putting on a body. Sometimes I can see body positions shift, manners or gestures. Sometimes walking, I stumble as an Other takes over...sometimes we switch several times crossing the parking lot hoping that no one is watching. Lol. Every now and then I hear a very loud tick in head. Sometimes it’s hard hitting like slamming into a wall dazing us...or quick and seamless.

It could be as little as an eye twinkle.

So I would say that this is very normal as other parts of the brain takes over. I hate it, but that is what I is. It’s embarrassing at times because how do I explain it to strangers who just know that their is something weirdly wrong with me? I can't and don’t know how.
Thanks for this!
TrailRunner14