Hi all. Much love. My name is Autumn. I am a pre-op transsexual. I am set to begin HRT in less than 1 month. While this thought makes me happy beyond explanation, I find that as the day grows slowly closer, my gender dysphoria has grown exponentially. I can barely see to type through the tears that have become ever so present. I don't have a question, I just had to get this out somewhere. I have come out to my Mother, and the medical staff at the VA. It seems that the more I embrace the woman I have always been, the more I feel distant and cutoff from the body I am in. Alright, i feel the anxiety and panic beginning to subside once again. Now to meditate and slow my breathing.

Thank you so much to anyone who takes the time to read this.

I love you all,
Autumn Luna