Thank you my friends

Now, NO they weren`t ahrsh or judgmental.
I CAN AGREE that it`s hard to read

I am just tired of sitting infromt of the PC right now

They are not harsh jsut being constructive
And the only way i can learn is from critisizm.

Yeah Mouse, this is EXACTLY hwo i felt...but i try not to.
I just think that this is better that i had...but it`s desperating when THIS one is not good enought too.

LIke...black and red are not good choices and she told me to use them! but the teacher hasn`t seen..i jsut went to a forum

Now...I just missed most of the sketch lessons of this project and have a hand in next week.

You see.,...why do you think i didn`t come?
I felt MISSARABEL because of the pressure and the lack of success.
But heck you see this is my probelm,,,

I get desparate too early. All i have to do is to rethink it and relate it to my work

But it`s annoying...i am just too tired an too hungry to do it again

%#@&#! what good is it for me to post about it and think about it and talk about it

I don`t want to feel worthless

See - in singing i am a begginer
gRAHPIC DESIGN - beginner

i am SICK of being a beginner
and this is the EGO edamn it. our worst enemy.
THIS i should curse more than anything....