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and, re the ego? you may well be onto something there imo...

take care LadyM

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Yes. it`s written in lots of self help books....The ego is the worst human enemy

It makes you htink i ma less or worse...

You knwo i feel like doing something and feelig I AM GOOD AT IT

like OBJECTIVLY feeling withrout tryint to be spiritual when i say get rid of the ego is my "spiritual self"

I just have been trying to improve..and i imagine every 1 ion class pity me and think i should be thrown out of college...

Sometimes some suicidal thoughts cick in................
I just feel stuck in my bad design.........
only when i design certain stuff i am good. But i can`t design only one style.

%#@&#! this design
but it could be the same with everything.