Wow, I know how it is to always be on the beginning end of things...always learning something new. Learning new ideas, new techniques, new things that work & don't work. The thing with learning is that it's a growing process & when we stop learning, we stop growing....Don't know about you, but I always want to keep learning new things because that is what challenges me. That is what makes me know that I am alive.

Unfortunately, some people have a way of teaching things that comes across as criticism...& then again, sometimes, that's the way we take it when it wasn't actually intended that way. Sadly, it can just be the mood we are in at the time when we hear something that determines how we feel about what we hear. Those are personal issues we have to deal with & condition ourselves to accept information in a non-critical way...as a learning process.

Graphic design & how colours work together to be appealing, to be readeable....how many times my astigmatism has been set off just by a colour combination that works for others.

My daughter went back to junior college & got a certificate in graphic design.....she was sending me all of the awsome designs & projects she was doing.......that looked like such a wonderfully creative field to be in. Her projects went on from the logo to designing a DVD cover & matching movie poster as the final project. The awsome part of these classes is that even with the constraints placed on the projects to provide specific learning tools, they provide an outlet for creativity.

Looking at the positive in the learning & turning it into enjoyment is the challenge for not feeling worthless....also, getting enough rest & eating well, to be in a mentally good place for the mind to be able to open up....is also an important part of the process.

Hope you can let go a bit & start to enjoy the wonderful learning experience you have ahead of you,
Debbie