how cute, i'm replying to my own post. ya i talk to myself, got a problem with that?

well, it is starting to happen but i guess im experimenting with my own mind.... cuz i feel like i am getting manicky. ... having racing thoughts, impulsive urges, and thinking about sex. i am not even with anyone so i just fantasize about being raped or like forced into sex, and fantasize about being permiscuous. oh well, theyre just thoughts anyway.
but i have been trying to tame the manic beast with antianxiety and blood pressure meds.
really getting close to considering the depakote though.