it is so hard to describe how bad it is when you are broken down...
when I broke down... for a month all I could do was eat and pee and cry..
then I was feeling that I could not be responsible for anything..
I tried going to a research lab but all I could do was wash glassware...
and I could only stay in the lab for a couple of hours...
you could have whipped me and I would not be able to do any work..
it is terrible to remember this..but it is important for others to understand..
YOU JUST CANT DO MUCH...it is kinda like paralysis..but others do not understand..
you have to experience it to know how awful and how weak you feel...