The voices come n go right now. Quiet morning for me today. I feel like there's no good way to tell t how much in pain I am in. I also fear it's hurting him. He says things like he's frustrated. He said it's hard to watch. Idk. Can I tell t the truth without hurting him. I shouldn't have to worry about that but we have a unique relationship it seems. Whether that's good or bad I don't know but It is what it is.