I ended up packing 3mg Ativan onto the 400mg trazodone. Hoo boy. That ****ing knocked me out so hard I didn’t change positions all night and I didn’t wake up in time to put my absence in. So I had to email my principal separately taking real care not to appear drugged in it. My eyes are still unfocused. If I make it to work tomorrow I hope they call me in and fire me. That would be the best. I wouldn’t even finish out my contrait. Unless lamictal proves to be some sort
Of miracle/

I don’t know what to do. I need strong force to combat this but I should not drive. I’m not interested I. Taking anyone else down with me.