I have allot of work to do and it's not easy for me, especially making priorities
I am very stressed and I want to get things done but it feels like a chore, like a non-rewarded obligation

Like when my parents would want me to get a Hi-tech job when in my heart I want to create music. I go for the best economic solution but in my heart I want to create music, and the academy feels unrewarding
I hardly have any friends. If I could I'd play on the iPad all day. I mean, I can do it but a part of me wants to work hard, too
But there is no reward, no privilege

Setting priorities is my main issue.
Things I want to do - work on academy, create music, improve my social skills
However I can't manage to take care of my basic needs - sorting items, getting them, even eating is sometimes a problem with all the accumulated stress

Can anyone please help?