Thanks all. I'm in a bad place right now emotionally. I feel very hurt and broken right now. I'm very used to feeling this way, but it still hurts all the same. I've deleted my accounts, and I'll try to keep them deleted for perhaps 6 months or so. Knowing me, 6 months is a very long time, but I think if I can maybe break up the 6 months into bi-weekly and eventually monthly goals of not being on dating sites, that might help me a little bit more than just aiming for the 6 months. I also recognize that 6 months might not be enough time..., so I'll just have to keep that in mind too.

I really like the idea of staying away for awhile--more than just a week, I mean. I also didn't consider the feelings of a potential partner as much either. They might be scared away or kind of not interested if they pick up on my issues and feelings quickly (edit: so long as I haven't taken the time to heal and take time for myself/self-care). Very true...

I'll definitely have to keep talking with my T... I still feel a lot of pain right now, and I'm very much looking forward to meeting with my T later today...

Thank you all.