The losses... seem to keep going for me in the past few weeks... please forgive me.. "I am not myself.... losing huge amounts of time and my alters are out and about so if I am "diiffferent"... I wouldn't even know.."...

Yesterday... I called my lawyer... and found out the bad news... another person that I value.. gone from my life...

This person helped me... when my father passed... when there was extreme trouble during this time.... he spent hours helping... out of the very goodness of his heart... not charging me.. for the help he gave me with just sorting out my feelings.. it is a long story... that I will not go thru here...but he was my pillar... and yes.. I did pay him for settlig the estate...
But the caring he showed me.. and the hours he spent... explaining to me... what my sister was doing to me.... were from his heart...

So... I grieve this wonderful person......