I don't have much to add, but I don't believe in "normal". It's a word I use like everyone else does, but I don't think it truly exists. Is anyone really normal? I don't believe so. We are all different, and that's what makes the world interesting. If everyone was just "normal" we would be a world full of robots, and what is the fun in that? I am not trying to take your situation lightly, or mental/physical health in general, but I am just saying. Anyone who thinks they are normal probably aren't, lol.