Hi, i have an unhealthy view of my body. I have suffered of boulimie whem i was younger. I am overweight now and have to lose 30 pounds to gain a healthy weight. I have a subscription to the gym but i am not motivated. Its a mental block. I cant respect my body. I cannot view it in any other way than being ugly and overweight. I know a healthy lifestyle is mental primarily.. how can i acquire a healthy image of my body?