I've been feeling like I'm just about to lose it. Same voices, telling me to get rid of myself. It always feels like Satan is attacking me. When I had trouble as a child I was told that it probably was just Satan, and he wants to grab as many souls as he can. I also can't be in a room with anything read. Reminds me of demons. I know this is probably just an episode, but it feels real to me.If I'm aware of the lies told, does that mean I am not really psychotic?