Hello Autumn,
I am very sorry for all you are going through.
Gender dysphoria is very painful.
It's very common for the dysphoria to intensify as one becomes more focused upon transitioning. I hope you have access to a therapist for support.
Welcome to PC.
There are several members here in different stages of transitioning, both m-t-f and f-t-m. I hope to see the Trans* community grow here.
I hope you find the information and the support you may be seeking.
Please make yourself at home. Jump in wherever you feel led to do so.
Your first 5 posts are approved by a moderator before they appear. After 5 approved posts, you will also have access to chatrooms and to the Private Messaging (PM) system.
I hope to see you around the forums.

WC