Sometimes I think I’m doing okay without her and she hardly crosses my mind. Other times (like now) it feels like I am back to square one and I can’t stop crying and thinking about her. What is she doing now? Is she happy? Does she think about me? Does she feel guilty about how things ended?

I like my current T but it is not the same. I don’t feel the same sort of connection and attachment that I did with last T. I don’t know if it is because he is male or if it is something else. I don’t know if it is a good thing or not but it feels like something is missing.