i woke up yesterday to tears and a deep dark feeling. As i was in the car to see my therapist my son'face just flashed in front of me. i then felt a deep pain between my breast that felt like a heartache so strong that nothing would help. i caried even harder. This has happened before and I get the same painful feeling. I called my son when I got home and he was stressed because his unemployment check didn't come in. I'm very intuned w/him. He's my heart along w/my granchild. This has also happened w/my Mom. Why does this happen to me and it is so painful, I shake, I can't think straight. Thank God I made it home w/out hurting anyone. I took 3 darvocets and a lorazepam. All I wanted was to sleep but they don't help. I get drowsy but that's it. Today I am ok. Took mom to dr. and came home. She bought lunch and now I want to lay on my couch and do nothing. That's right! That's what I do. I want ice cream but I'm not going out to get it. Has anyone else had this deep dark feeling about a loved one? I would like to hear from you. <font color="red"> </font>