{{{{{{{{{{{{{Ian}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I did not forget you either, my friend. I'm glad you're back and that you're here on the boards.

Geez you sound like me with the deadline. DON'T KILL YOURSELF OVER A GIRL, please. Right now you are at the bottom, but you CAN go up.......if you choose to. Stay here, talk to us, and we'll help you as much as possible. You are not alone, please don't think that you are.

As far as money, I can relate. Since surgery we are beyond poor........but I'm still here. There are alternatives.

Mary Alice