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nowheretorun said:
well, its difficult for me personally to maintain a constant stream of self confidence.. getting better though..

when i need more confidence i turn to my Faith... there is an abundance of esteem there to be drawn upon...

at a point in time when i am relying on faith i become more of a vessel than an individual ego requiring personal esteem..

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Here you go!
That`s what i mean by getting rid of the ego...
It ahs to do A LOT with self asteem!